short poem

 ode to a dead baby squirrel

i hope that between all the screams
you saw how beautiful the sky was

im bringing it back

hello blog post fans (i am being very overly ambitious here by assuming i have an audience of doting fans, which i probably do not. if you are a doting fan of this blog you should probably seek psychiatric help)

i am VERY VERY VERY VERYY sorry for my continued hiatus on this blog. ok the capitalized very's are doing too much tbqh i'm not that sorry. but i am kind of sorry. there we go.

i spent some of my absence having a life (gasp!), some of it obsessively reviewing every number 1 billboard hit (i got to like 1966. i know. i should've been reviewing beach boys albums. blog friend i am so so sorry) (again) (but still not like that sorry), and i also spent some of it being anxious (typical).

however i am now at the part of the summer where i am looking back on my past, akin to scrooge mcduck, and reviewing the beautiful art and creativity that i have unleashed unto the world and the progress that i have made. the answer is not very much sadly :((( i have not really done anything! it's quite sad

i made all of this text bold by accidewnt and i dont know ho to unbold it help he.p help help

ok there i fixed it. im leaving that in idc. im winning the idgaf war (the last f stands for 'flip' if anyone is wondering )

but ANYWAYZ i feel like this blog stands as a totem to my potential as a human being and i hate to see it go to waste! really i do truly i really do. so i have decided to write this entirely pointless rambling post to like make it up to myself somehow. im honestly not even sure how i want someone to read or engage with this post, i am very much doing this for myself at this point. i dont know. i hope you had some fun, or if not, like, idk whatever you chose to read this blog. maybe go for a walk or watch HBO Max instead... that would be more fun..........